''It's nice to get away. I bet you can't wait,'' my patient replied after i told him that i was going home for 2 weeks
''Yeah......hmm,'' i paused, hesitating to elaborate on it
all of a sudden, a mixture of feelings hit me
how wonderful to have 2 weeks off from uncompleted work, lifeless clinics and the distressing, seemingly never-ending requirements
but
what happens after 2 weeks?
can i still be on the run?
that's when excitement fades out, eaten away in parts by horror, stress, insecurity, remorse.....
If there is one thing i believe in m horoscope, it's escapism
for years and years, i've been relying on it to cope with my problems
i know it's gotta come to an end someday
i know that one day it's no more a solution to everything.
i know i know....
but please let me run away from it all
just this one time
Bloodline
4 years ago
3 comments:
enjoy ur runaway then :)
take it as a short break for u to top-up urself, come back here strive again, with more energy and determination!
p/s: by the way i stil duno why u going back...
easter break maaaaa, melissa ;))
amoiiiii!!!! i feel like squeezing myself into your luggage and naik flight wif uuuuu. blerghh. jealous. and sad!!!im gonna be flat-alone next week. pffffftttttttt.
me gonna miss u! have easter, babe **hugs**
awww poor ash!
u cant runaway forever, ahui. life on the run isnt very meaningful either, just need a fair balance of short breaks + hectic life so u can appreciate ur runaways better and u r all geared up for hectic life!
enjoy ur trip in msia! i'll misss u lotzzz!! muaz!!
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