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6 months ago
Wednesday 26 November 2008
Where is hope when i need it most?
Why
wherever i go i hear people talk about it?
whenever i turn a deaf ear to everyone my eyes betray me?
however hard i laugh to forget it lurks in my dream and refuses to leave as i open my eyes?
so vivid and real that i can no longer fool myself into believing it's just a nightmare
fear starts to take a horrendous toll on me
there is nowhere to run
nowhere to hide
nothing i can do to blank out
so i just lie in my bed
let the sad tears i have been holding back fall
maybe if i dry my eyes up now it won't all end in tears?
let my heart fall
maybe if it hits the ground now it will stop falling?
but right now
i just want to escape
the uncertainty
the inevitability
the despondency
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3 comments:
**hugs**
may we have the strength to face whatever meant for us this friday. and may luck be with us too :))
good luck ahui!!! pray harder!
psssssttt im scared. shittyshittybangbang la.
sigh...i feel so sick now...like a gob of goo stuck inside..want to spit it out but dunno to whom coz dowan to burden ppl
*sob*
i think i'd better avoid the peak hour and the crowd on Friday. Good news or bad news, i'll need a moment to myself first
i rather just face it right away.. i hate waiting for a death sentence, wana die just faster die la.. arghhhhhh tensioning oredi..
pls make sure i don gantung diri!!!
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